miss u, miss u, miss u so much....

atikah junior is in..

Al Fatihah to ayah, i love u so much..

To date 50 days since my last entry…
To date 50 days since I last saw him…
To date 50 days since he went to meet the Almighty Creator…
To date 50 days since he passed away on Friday, 20 Syaaban 1429H
To date 50 days already…

Every step I take,
Every move I make,
Every single day,

Every time I pray,
I 'LL BE MISSING HIM

The prayers heard and granted by Allah, the most Merciful..
We plan, He plans but His plan is always the best plan…

O Allah, I miss my dad so much.
Place him together with Your loves one, please… ameen.

Muhaizan Muhammad.

10102008

Lvl 63, Tower 1.

alone & lonely...

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skrg ni jam kat pc aku tunjuk 3.55 pm, semua staff dept. aku dah gerak ke Permata, Bangi untuk Away Day selama 2 hari. Aku masih kat workstation aku, tak pegi pon..aku pon blom bagitau bos aku yg aku tak nak pegi, nanti la aku bgtau. Aku masih menunggu bos aku balik, dia janji semalam nak bawak aku jumpa Puan Sri, ala bini Tan Sri CEO la..nak kenalkan aku, sbb lepas ni aku akan jadi rep dari GER , malasnya nak pegi..aku duk menghitung jam jer nak ke LCCT nak balik kg. kalo aku tau tak jadi aku amek flite petang, leh sampai awal skit kat kg. leh cepat2 tengok ayah aku..aku sebenarnya dah takde mood nak wat keja, badan aku je kat sini, tapi hati aku dah kat kg. walapun keja aku banyak, verbatim lom siap, appeal lom prepare tapi aku bleh lagi duk melangok jer..
aku rasa syahdu sgt di petang2 jumaat nie, tapi sebenarnya aku rasa takut..hati aku berdebar2.. aku takut sgt kehilangan, arini dah 43 hari aku tak bercakap dengan dia..bukak la mata ayah..dik jan nak balik dah nie..huhu...jan rindu sgt ayah...
ya Allah, berikanlah yang terbaik..tapi, can i still borrow Yours, at least for some more times? please....

one of these days...

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may Allah the most Merciful grant our prayers..

Glad to be yours youngest sister, i knew that i have a great support "system" :)

Glad we are together thru the thin & thick..

Grateful that we have a pairs of a great parents..

Muhammad Abd Rahman & Atikah Hj Abd Rahman..nothing compared..

Ya Allah, peliharalah kedua-dua mereka, kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mengasihi kami sewaktu kami masih kecil..

tolonglah Ya Allah...

miss you so much...

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miss my beloved ayah so much, miss my lovely mom so much,

miss both of you..

cant stop the tears,

my dear Allah, please...

please prolong their life in Your blessing and mercy..

i love them so much and still need them around..

please Ya Allah, please..grant my prayer..

please..please..please..

my days in Malacca 24th to 25th July 2008, esp.UMBAI ma..

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this is my 3rd time out station after 3 weeks transferred to IR dept. my first week was a trip to my hometown, Kuala Terengganu for a court hearing, my 2nd week was a trip to Ipoh attending a meeting and currently last 2 days to Malacca for preparing witness statement, quite tiring but very EXCITING and INTERESTING!!
my stays at Renaissance was more or less like Primula Resort in Terengganu and Casuarina Impiana at Ipoh, BUT there was something different about being in Malacca..
it was GREAT! i went to Umbai, yummy..ikan masak stim thai, ikan masak 3 rasa, ikan bakar pedas, fuh..u cant afford to miss it..

kawan2, len kali kita pegi sama2 k..

from mid valey to de garden - a reUNION

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dear my everdearest best and lovely friends, ifa n aiza..
thanks guyz for made my day last saturday 19 July..

thanks for lending your hand to help me in choosing de best handbag, in fact i love the bag so much..huhu..
but the sad part was that nisa couldnt join us to de garden, see nisa how nice de garden is,he..but dun worry, nex time 'kita enjoy lagi'..
ups..with different status of yours, rite nisa?hihi..

latte from san francissco would alwiz be @yus & my favorite, slurrpp..

to aiza & ifa, u guyz AWESOME!!
really miss de good old days,huhuhu..

chowz..

where am i?

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ish,ish..dah lama bebenor rasanyer tak tulis kat sini..naper ek?
aper?!!accident?!!alamak accident ker?
yup..i involved in accident last month dated 26 June 2008 on my way to Terengganu from Kota Bharu, Kelantan at Kg. Telaga Papan..
alhamdulillah, everything back to normal now, insyaAllah..
no more Twin Towers Medical Centre, no more Ampang Puteri Specialist Centre..
Thanks Allah..